I am really in love

I decided I was phoning Sofa Guy as I was concerned about where he was even though I was dreading him ignoring my call.  I phoned him Monday morning around 11am and he answered!  He sounded as though he was still pissed from the night before.  I asked him where he was.  Turns out he [...]

Confused confused confused

Okay, no phone call or text yesterday from Sofa Guy after he took £30 of my cash and went back to his parents.   No turning up at 12am, 1am, 2am or 3am and believe me I couldn’t sleep so I was awake most of the night tossing and turning.
No phone call or text this [...]

This has really screwed with my head!

Sofa Guy came back to my house around 2:30am last night and when he came in he didn’t actually seem as drunk as before he left!  I assume it was that he was pacing himself while he was out.  He told me there had been a big fight and that his brother was also out [...]

Confused? Join the Club!

Since I read “The Secret” I have been putting its principles to practice.  I wrote a list of three things that I would like but in a way which sounds as though I already have them.   You see the key is to imagine having them and send out vibes to get like vibes back. [...]

The secret

I’m not really sure how I feel at the moment apart from the fact I seem to be getting a bit stronger standing up for myself. I have just finished reading a book called ‘The Secret’, how to summon anything you want to you. I was very excited about this principle and secretly [...]

Paranoid Android

I am getting more and more paranoid as days go by that Sofa Guy is cheating on me or going to in the near future.  It used to be just weekends where I would sit like a mental institute patient rocking backwards and forwards in worry but that’s now transferred onto weekdays too.  Let me [...]

Nothing I ever do

Nothing I ever do is good enough and nothing I ever say is right. I’m miserable. last nig, Sofa Guy came back to his house at around 2.30am and as he approached the front door I could hear him talking. I was dreading him coming through the door in case he was [...]

Keeping quiet isn’t easy.

The alcohol has been winning today. I’ve tried so hard not to get angry but the more I kept quiet, the angrier inside I got. Last night, Sofa Guy decided to stay the night and put all of our earlier arguments behind us. He phoned his parents to tell them he wouldn’t [...]

Too good to be true

When I left you last, Sofa Guy was on his way down. He arrived at the door pretty soon after i’d finished my diary entry. He was wearing summer shorts and a very sexy turquoise top. I wanted to rip his clothes off there and then.
Everything was going well and I vowed [...]

He phoned! Again :)

Just got a call from Sofa Guy. Was getting rather twitchy before my mobile rang. He said he’d booked a taxi for 3:10pm, and it hadn’t arrived so he chased them and it was due in the next 5/10 minutes and he’d be around.  He seemed cheerful enough.
He’s still interested!!! YAY!