An attractive redhead

So I was having a nice evening watching braveheart again when I walk into the kitchen and for some reason check my text messages.  I noticed a message from a friend of mine who is a DJ in the local bar.  It went something along the lines of, didn’t see you out last night but [...]

I finally slept

I finally got some sleep when around 10am there’s a knock at the door. I assumed it would be my sister since it’s my dad’s birthday so imagine my surprise when sofa guy is standing at the door. He was still in yesterday’s clothes, and hadn’t been home.
He said he went to a [...]

No show

Sofa guy didn’t come back. So after taking my money he goes out, gets even more pissed up, leaves (at around 1sh when the clocks went forward) according to my sister who spent quite a bit of time with him. One thing that is reassuring is he talked with her and their circle of [...]

Why does my heart feel so bad…

Moby… Simple but effective…
Why does my heart
Feel so bad?
Why does my soul
Feel so bad?
These open doors

How do I feel

Mmm right now, how do I feel?  Pretty upset, down, inadequate…  Just a few words that spring to mind.  Sofa guy came back last night as I mentioned before.  I didn’t get any sex as expected but during the night I had constant cuddles and his hands started wandering down towards my pussy.  I was [...]

He came back

I had pretty much given up all hope that sofa guy was going to come back to mine when there was that familiar knock at the door. I let him in, paid the remainder of the taxi and we came upstairs.
Led on the bed, he told me I was gorgeous, held my face with [...]

So he’s left.. and i’m pissed

Sofa guy came down for dinner.  He brought some of the ingredients with him but he didn’t get any minced beef which is pretty useless if you’re having spaghetti bolognaise.  I said I would pop around to tesco since I haven’t been out all day and he suggested some wine.  I came back and we [...]

What’s in the Stars

Just got a call from Sofa Guy… he’s coming down now for an early dinner because one of his friends is going through a rough patch with his wife and wants to go out drinking. Great, another date messed up but I told him to be there for his friend and come back and [...]

Preoccupied

Another night, another migraine.  In fact I think it’s the same one I have had for days and days now.  I’m led in bed, all alone – very lonely without sofa guy next to me and I have found it really hard to work all day.  My mind is preoccupied completely and every time I [...]

Terrible Migraine

For the past 4 days / nights I have had an awful migraine when it gets towards late afternoon and today is no exception.  Sofa guy left my place around 5 ish this afternoon and I went to my parents for dinner.  I came back, again to an empty house – I must admit I [...]