Back up a little bit!

I have been out most of the afternoon / evening at a local gig and was really looking forward to it to take my mind off things.  I decided to go into the city early and do a bit of shopping and as I was walking into one of my favourite clothes shops my phone [...]

Trying not to think about him

Today has started off really badly.  For some reason I can’t get “Sofa Guy” out of my head.  I’m trying so hard not to think about him and to try and think of something good but it’s not working that well.   I’m off out this afternoon with my mum so hopefully that will help things [...]

The rollercoaster has to come back down…

I really am going through enough stress right now without having to complicate things even more with “Sofa Guy”.  When things are good with him they are very very good, but when they are bad, they are horrid.  I had a very bad day yesterday involving my dads test results which I don’t really want [...]

Sex and more sex… and sick!

I had a really nice valentines day when Sofa Guy came over for the night and brought me a dozen roses. I must admit they weren’t red but I think that was more of a budget and “that’s all they had” type thing rather than any specific meaning. I also had a very [...]

A good couple of days :)

Last time I left you I couldn’t sleep. I got up really early on Thursday morning to go with my family to the hospital and we got talking while my dad was having his tests. We’re not really sure if he should find out the results because we don’t know what sort of [...]

Hard day ahead of me

It’s 2am and i’m having trouble sleeping.  Not only because my sleeping pattern has been completely fucked up the past few days with me finally getting my head down at 6am but also because tomorrow is going to be another difficult day for me and my family.  My dad is going back to hospital to [...]

Perhaps things weren’t quite so bad…

I’ve just had a really nice evening with “Sofa Guy”.  He phoned me monday to find out what I was up to and how my weekend had been.  I could tell he wanted to see me so I decided to be very nice about the whole thing and ask my ex boyfriend if it was [...]

Hmm he phoned me

3am, my mobile rings but I didn’t recognise the phone number so I answered it.  It’s Sofa Guy who has been out on the piss with his mates. He wanted to know if he could see me.  So for once I said i’m in bed, i’ll speak to you tomorrow.Horrible thing is, even with his [...]

Never Regret?

Last time I left you guys I had been very upset about a phone conversation with “Sofa Guy”.  I really should give these men names it would make it so much easier.  Anyway he phoned me near midnight and told me he fell asleep and was going down the pub for an hour (Our favourite [...]